Clover's feeling

There were so many
four leaf clovers inside,
though I could only find one of them
after searching an entire day.
During one year ago
we met in a place
which seemed like a miracle.
I was happy
just being with you.
But,
even though he was right in front of me,
the way I couldn't reach my hand out
was always irritating.
The person I was,
telling myself that I would never obtain it,
and staying quiet while doing nothing,
always made me angry.
The thing
that made me realize this
was your kindness.
The thing which pushed
the cowardly person that I was,
was your strenght.
Until now,
I always wondered
if there was a point to a relationship
which failed.
I wondered if something which disappears
and something that never happened
was the same thing.
But...
now I understand
that there was a meaning to it.
Because I met you,
the person I am today
is here now.
The day
that everything will turn into memories
will eventually come.
However,
I will probably remember
the priceless time
we spent together.
And now,
I can proudly believe...
that I'm
glad to have met you